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0 comments probably i should migrate to wordpress like what samantha did. sometimes i find my online persona too "open" for my comfort. because, those who knew me in real life should know that i am actually quite "closed". i don't rant my mouth open and spout everything out. and i only talk/speak when necessary. unless, of cos, you're close to me and i would confide in you.

probably i should just migrate. =S

i'm soooo tired. what's with work, studies and personal life, i feel like i have no time to do things that i like. things that i want to splurge on, or waste my time away.

i cared alot about my personal solitude life. i feel that if i "inspect" and "analyse" myself frequent enough, i would be able to solve things in a clear headed way. i've been feeling very confused and muddled about certain thingsand i'm too tired to think, too lazy to solve them.

miss angelee said something that made me think the other day.

i only have 4 months the most, to spend with my classmates. after that, i won't be able to be with them then. how is it that i want to do things with them now? am i going to ignore each other till this 4 months? or am i going to make the best of out it and enjoy my last 4 months?

*shrugs*

i don't know. i am so restrained in my comfort circle, and i refused to budge out of it. yes, seriously. like, i am comfortable with just these few friends of mine. if i don't really like another person, i don't really want to talk to them or try to be friends with them. i find that very straining and it kills my patience and empathy. i rather reserved these to those i cherish and care for.

*shrugs*


sigh. ah well, time to work hard! update soon, i hope. (:



xoxoxo
min
1 comments alrighty, the MIA spirit is coming back. yes, i really can't help myself from MIA-ing.

definition of MIA: not updating blog, appearing offline in msn, not replying sms-es, not picking up calls & tuning off in public.

yes, in general and in short: EMO-ing, like how other people seems to perceive me as.

*shrugs

just to clarify: no, i am not emo-ing. i need some space, some personal space. a very big one, though.


it's been a long time since i felt like this, waking up or being awake in the wee hours in the morning. it's a very queer feeling. everything is so quiet, cool and... calm. you can literally feel the world sleeping, feel the sun rounding up the corner and the knowledge that it would be peeking out in a few hours time.

something about being awake during this moment cause my heart to tingle. because, why am i wide awake when the world's all dead sleeping? excluding those living in the other hemisphere of the world of cos.

but, i enjoy the solitary it gives me during that time. it is strangely soothing and calming.

*sigh*

it's gonna be a loooong day later on. TGIF or even, thank God it's youth day on monday! (: but i'm almost done meeting up all my friends this week. probably monday i shall sleep my day away. (:

saturday's the award ceremony. am thinking if i should hire a bodyguard. or probably invite steven on the pretense that i'm inviting him to the ceremony. [it is not because i need protection or a wall to hide behind. i am not unconsciously using him. i am NOT.]

on a another note: who shall i invite? no, that's not the question. the question should be: who would actually make time for me? ya know, make time for attending "my" event. i don't know. *shrugs*

anyone?

=(


xoxoxo
min


叶子的离开，是因为树的不挽留，还是风把它吹走？


oh, fina introduced me to the old replays of the radio station 933 drama story or don't know what when we were on the bus to practical today. there was this particular story that made me teared up. and i blamed fina on it. HAHA. it was very sad and heart wrenching. one of the lines went like this:


因为我不能想到你对我做过的事， 所以我同意离婚。
(because i can't remember any thing that you did for me, so i agree with the divorce)

many people often get into divorced cos of some nasty arguments, affairs or misunderstanding etc etc. but for this case... it was because, both party are tired. tired and clouded, because they can't seemed to remember the days when they loved each other, that both of them, were once, the reason why they're living, the reason why they're working hard.

sometimes we just expect so much from others that we didn't ever think of the things we actually did for them. the longer they stayed together, the higher their expectations goes. then all the little, miniscule things that we did just go into nil. what was left, are disappointment and resentment.

*sigh*

sentimental again. choked, too, by the lack of my limited range of vocab. *arrgghhhh.


ORAL: fail.
WRITTEN: PHail!
yes, capital PH for emphasis. (:


xoxoxo
min
0 comments OMG. PEOPLE WHO ADORE WONDERGIRLS GOTTA SO WATCH THIS.



i love the rap part! laughed like hell.

this reminds that i said we're gonna make a bmc version of nobody for miss angelee. LOL. hopefully we'll be able to do it. (:

xoxoxo
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0 comments i seriously don't understand why i'm the only who's bothered.

bothered to take into consideration about people around me, thinking for others, treading carefully and minding their feelings. i try my best to help them, help them lighten their burden or solve their problems.

but what do i get back in return? i am not trying to be a good samaritan. it's okay you can't feel my sincerity in helping, but instead, you turn around and stab me in the back. no, stab me in the heart. how would i feel?? have you ever thought about that??

i am trying my best to make things right, makes things easy. i work and study at the same time. whether i have the capabilities or the abilities to do so, i always put others in front of me. even i can't do it, i will do it for you. because i care and love them alot.

i am not being a goody good person. i am just trying to help those people, those that i knew and cherished alot. it hurts me deeply to see them in pain.

i always felt that i am a very fortunate person. help is always around me. i am always surrounded by people who loved and cared about me, some even unconditionally despite me being a pain-in-the-ass for my moodswings and my behavior. some always stick beside me, even when i am not rich, funny, witty, pretty, cool, knowledgeable or fun to be with around. to be honest, i am really a boring person. i find myself very hard to carry a conversation. i don't know what to say. in other words, content very dryyy. the way of speaking is good, language is good, but no content, very superficial.

despite that, some people still stuck around with me and i am really grateful for it. i hate myself for not being able to open up to them. i rather take in all the pain, all by myself, then to let them worry and be careful about me.


i could be an asshole, you know? i could be like my younger bro. he don't work. all he does is to open his mouth and ask money from my mother. and school? most of the time he doesn't even attend. he doesn't even have half a cuckoo mind about what's happening in the family.

he don't know and he don't care. even if he knew, did he even try to make things better? did he put us in front of himself. no, he didn't even bother.

so why am i suffering here and have to be hurt by those insolent and inconsiderate heartless bastards?


xoxoxo
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yes, these few days all i want to do is sleep. yes, with my ipod on.

don't know who took this picture, but it revealed 3 facts about my sleeping pattern.

1. i like to sleep with the lights on. don't know why.
2. i always listen to music while trying to float to sleep.
3. i sleep sideways, hugging my bolster. and i MUST have my bolster to sleep.

anyway, yesterday was a fun day! =) celebrated an early birthday for mummy lim! most photos are in nikki's and marcus's camera. don't know if i'll get them. =( hopefully, they'll them up on facebook. (:

some photos that i have. i have uploaded the rest in my facebook. (:



qin ai de & me @ mac. love the foggy-ness.


me & da jie @ xin wang cafe.



HAHA. qin ai de, da jie & me.


us girls @ mac. i love this photo! mummy lim look so cute! cow looked so cool. =X

ooh, i realised my shirt color is about the same as da jie's! (:

by the way, the above pics were taken by 3 different phones. namely, mine, marcus's samsung omnia and joa's nokia E71. (: can spot which pic is taken by which phone? ^^

aaah, i love my girls! <3

morning met up with nikki & ken han at jurong point to decorate the cake. it was pretty fun, doing the icings, though nikki sprayed green icing on my spiderman bag accidentally. it was hilarious because she was so intent on getting the icing properly in the bag that she forgotten when she squeezed the bag, icings will spurt out.

after that, we left to kovan for xin wang cafe. left the cake there and reserved a place for 10 at night. bought food and we trained down to somerset for karoke.

met up with marcus and michelle. joa & mummy came at a later time.

karoke was fun! played with the tambourines and the macarenas. (: extended 1 hour in karoke then we trained down back to kovan to meet cow.

had dinner there and was laughing like hell there. joa, marcus & mummy were hilarious! cracking lame jokes like the chilli sauce aka cosmetics and acting crazy. haha. took lots & lots of pictures.

after that, da jie came! (: was fooling around about milk tea and the "si mi dai zi." HAHA. then every dessert we ordered had to be checked for poisons and performed QA checks on them by joa & marcus.

obviously they just want to taste and eat them.

joa busted herself when checking nikki's dessert, some red bean mochi ice cream.

she said: "*eating the red bean paste* wait, still can't taste anything."
nikki: give me back already~~
joa: wait wait! this one must eat with ice cream then nice!

busted! she just wants to eat. haha.

then there's the ice lemon tea joke and the ice cream joke.

mummy: give me 1 ice lemon tea.
waitress: you want hot or cold?
marcus: huh? got hot ice lemon tea arh?
mummy: i thought is ice lemon tea?
marcus: it's ICE lemon tea.
waitress: orh orh. sorry.

another joke.

me: *point to the mango pomelo sago with ice cream* is that hot or cold?
waitress: it's cold.
mummy: ah min you very funny leh. ice cream got hot one meh?
me: haha, sorry lah sorry.

when my dessert came...

mummy, marcus, joa: wah, sio arh sio! *hot arh hot in hokkien*
me: ...
joa: wait, must QA.
marcus: wah! see so hot! got steam coming out. must blow first.
joa: wait! i must check first!
marcus: i check!
*the 2 of them bickering and bickering.*
mummy: don't fight le lah! you push here push there, [the dessert] hot one also turn cold liao lah!
everyone: *laugh*

after a rowdy time, we asked the xin wang staff to bring out the cake. hee hee! sang birthday songs then cut the cake! played around with the cream. then left for mac to sit around and chit chat.

took pictures again and entertain ourselves with the 'nobody' song! HAH! it's practically everywhere lah! just now i was walking past OP and they were playing that song too! you can never run away from it! so don't even try! see what happened to miss angelee when she was in phucket. she tried to ignore the song and end up in phucket, it came haunting her again! ^^

left and took cab home with joa, da jie and cow. (:

can't wait to meet up with them again! ^^

on a side note, i think what debbie and i were talking about last time at pizzahut about the child thingy is getting into me. whenever i see naughty children, i just feel like whacking them. HAH. yesterday i was like, if debbie was with me, we'll be thinking of ways as to how to smack them all to discipline them. hahaha.

i miss her and samantha. =(

okies, end here. i'm tired and kelly's hungry. gotta go~

xoxoxo
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0 comments YOU.ARE.IGNORED.

seriously, i don't know what i'm feeling right now.

sometimes, i hate the feeling of being ignored.

but, i have this bad unconscious habit of ignoring people.


i honestly don't know what i want anymore.

there's always this feeling of emptiness plaguing me whenever i am despite being surrounded by friends and people. sometimes when i'm alone, i ask myself, "why am i alone?"

why, till this day, i'm always doing things alone.

i just saw one of my very very old friend. i hadn't been in contact with him for like... 3years or so. when we were in the early stages of our friendship, i remembered him telling me how inferior he felt when he was in poly. he felt that no one can get along with him, in the sense that, being out of sync with his classmates.

i felt that way too, at that point of time, and funnily, both of us got along pretty well. it was when he changed another job, i felt like he became another person. not that i was jealous he had a better job than me at that time, but it seemed like he was finally being accepted. he found friends whom he can get along really well. friends whom he can talk to in the middle of night, or go out drinking, watching movies and shopping or so forth. i really envied him.

it proved to me that we were totally 2 different person and that he had moved on when there was 1 time, we talked on msn. barely 1/2hr to conversation, he remarked that he felt it was difficult talking to me, he gets irritated talking to me.

ever since that day, we no longer talk anymore.

now when i see him, i don't even know if i should greet him. what's worse, he had a friend with him. and it just reminds me that, we are too different. and in just somewhere, something is seriously wrong with me.

probably i was born a loner, or maybe its in the genes.


aah. i don't know.

i get tired easily these few days. my excuse being: i'm tired from the high expectations my teachers had of me.

"hui ming, beat the admiralty students! i know you can do it!"

seriously... i am not a competitive student. probably what mr dev said made some sense. he said if we don't have competition, we'll be content with what we are now. with competition, it makes us want to win and strive forward.

thing is... why mark a person as their target? shouldn't they keep trying to win themselves, to outdo themselves instead of outdo-ing other people??

i don't know. i mean, let's say B got 50 and A has 51. should A be happy that he won B and got the highest in class? but that's the standard of A. A only scores around 50+. what's got A so happy about when he's still there and not improving at all???

that's the whole fucking point of competition. being the top and winning others. they get happy and contented when they are at the top. so what if you're the top?? you are not moving at all.

i really want to do well. but i hate the disappointment when people thinks that i'm not up to standard. seriously, i'm no genius. why does people keep manifying my failures and interpreting them as something really ominous?

why can't i be average for once?

i'm tired. really.

and i feel like i can't trust anyone. just so to let you guys know, i don't appreciate people telling other people about how i feel or my innermost thoughts.

i hate the whooping feeling as though i missed a step when some weird people come up to me and say: "i hear you don't really like this person..." blah blah blah or something else.

please, give me some respect. i told you this thing because i trust that you understand how i feel and it is not to be told to anyone else, even it's our mutual friend.


i am PMS-ing really bad, so pardon me.


xoxo
min
0 comments im pooped. the thought of prelims just 3months later is causing me to tremble and break into cold sweats. time really flies. it seemed almost like school had only just started yesterday and i still have 8months to study. just a blink of the eye, voila! mid years are over and prelims are just round the corner to give you the biggest gotcha of the year.

bah.

pretty much gotten back all my results. seeing my results, especially science, it is starting to freak me out. how am i supposed to get an A1 in my O levels when i merely just pass my chem and phy? what's more, my memory is starting to conk up on me. i can't seemed to remember that well...

=(

samantha told us about the DPA (direct poly admission) a few days ago. i was very tempted to go for it. but i was confused as to what course i wanna go.

i still don't know what i want to do. *sigh*


i wanna earn big bucks in a short amount of time. anyone got any idea?


=(


xoxoxo
min
0 comments barely the first week of school, i felt as though my life was screwed up. badly.

with the conflicting new timetable, everything seemed so messy. not only have we gotta drag ourselves back to the exam mood, we also had to deal with the new timetable. the new remedials teachers and so.

just exactly what was wrong with the previous timetable? i mean, i'm happy with it. probably cut a few teachers' lessons and lengthen some of the core subjects' lessons.

probably i should write another petition or email to the management.

khine soe called me just now to ask me to write a petition/formal letter to the school requesting for extra POA lessons. first time writing such thing, i'm kinda nervous. because somehow, i feel that the outcome of it depends on me.

WHY MEEEEE~~~!!!
i don't even take POA. =\

nonetheless, i promised khine soe, so i'm researching on how to write a petition/formal letter now.

stressed.

3 more months till prelims. with the fucked up timetable now, how am i gonna organize myself to revise and study? zahira told me to try out the new timetable for a week or so, but thing is, do we have the time to do so?

many of my teachers said that they don't have time to cover the whole syllabus, so tell me, do they think we have time to trial and error the freaking new timetable??

seriously, what are they thinking?? i don't mind if it's the start of the year, but this last 4 months are crucial for us. what are they playing at??

there's this nagging feeling that the management are trying to get back at us for turning down the merging proposal earlier this year. the management should think for US not them. honestly, is that how they run a business??

arghhhh.

stressed.

not to mention, i'm in charge of the 2 shops now. hopefully boss would be a little more automatic regarding the payments and such. dealing with the suppliers are a lil bit tricky, but i have already shelf out monday evening for it. just hope that things won't cocked up on me.

bleep bleep. i'm tired. i haven't done any homework yet. a maths lesson was atrocious. mr angsary just zoomed all the way in trigometry last lesson. it was only the basic of trigo [as what he kept saying.], i was already sagging with the overwhelming formula of trigo.

what's worse, i have a personal grudge against trigo. cosine, sine, tangent and titter irritate me. A LOT. [2 words.]


baa baa black sheep. i really ought to start with the petition/formal letter now. blog again soon! ^^


xoxoxo
min


ooh, i just thought of something that i wanted to blog about.

somehow, i feel that i can't be too happy about my results for e maths and english. even if i topped the class, i just get this feeling that mr dev expects more from it. he once told me that, he refuses to praise me even though i did well.

yes, i did did well. but that was my standard. he expected me to go beyond the standard. and if i didn't, he sees no point in praising me.

i bet he expects me to get A1 and beat the admiralty students. that's what i think. he told me that when he wrote our e maths marks on the attendance list. constant competition. i hate that. really.

and it is no longer a healthy compeition anymore, if one of the party turns to violence.

yes, the admiralty students said they would whack me if they see me.


somehow, i can't take that as a joke.


how?
1 comments *UBERLY LONG POST. READ ONLY IF YOU AREN'T TIRED OF READING WHAT I WROTE.*

the other day i was working and i witnessed how different the female and male mind works.

female: so you want to buy this?
male: we don't need to buy that.

see! for female its "want" more than "need". but for males, they think of "need" before "want". isn't the human mind incredible?

anyway, school had reopened and i had taken back nearly all my results. i wouldn't say i'm very satisfied with it, but i'm happy with it. yeah. i mean, it's just mid year. 2 years down the road, i doubt i'll remember i failed my mid year a maths paper 1.

on a side note, i would like to point out and highlight that my mind has a selective memory. i *cough* remember only *cough* certain *cough* things. yeah. (:

indulging indeed.

here's my results:

english paper 1: 34/60

e maths paper 1: 72/80 (:

a maths paper 1: 38/84 (:(:

chemistry paper 1: 9/20
chemistry paper 2: 35/60

physics paper 1: 15/20
physics paper 2: 36.5/60

chinese paper 1: 55/70
chinese paper 2: 55/70

literature papers : gone case


i told ayuni that i will fail my a maths paper. it's a confirm plus chop. but she insisted that i won't fail cos, according to her words: "since when have you fail any paper?"

but then i'm gonna quote samantha's reply for this: "this will be the first paper you fail and the last."

(:

it was shocking though, that i managed to scrap a 38 for that paper. i was gauging around 10-20. yeah, so actually, i'm very happy about it. khine soe asked a very good question when i met up with them at LJS for lunch, "why are you so happy you fail your paper?"

i mean, what else do you expect me to do? mop around the whole day? if truth to be told, [well, i practically publicized here in my blog] that i did not study THAT HARD for a maths. plus all the missed lessons, it's not that surprising. on a meaner note: i deserved it.

probably cos the lesser you put in the effort, the lower you hope for, and when you fall, it doesn't hurt that much.

i agree, but we should never just hope for that little in life, that's what i feel.

pardon me for saying this, it's just my thoughts and views. i'm not insinuating at anyone. don't get all misunderstood and hurt.

i've seen and heard how some people feel during pre-exams. they go into the pessimissm mode. they don't feel the push, the kick, the drive to keep on studying. they think they can't make it. if they think they can't do it, they don't even want to try. cos of the sense of humiliation and embarrassment when everyone knows about your failing. you would wish you can go to hell and never resurface again.

and that's why, they rather stick with what they can do, and can do well, and push it all the way so that they can get an A. they don't care about, let's say, maths. my maths suck, i don't think i can make. i don't want to do it. waste my time i spend time doing it and still not getting it. i could have use this time to do something else.

true true, it makes sense, makes some logic. but, we are in O levels, another term: we're in secondary school period. probably some people didn't know about it, but holistic [thanks to PL] means wholesome education. being a all-rounder and so.

it means being able to handle both academics and cca. let's just change the cca part to our own personal lives. we have our outside friends to care about, family, work and etc. that's our cca, for us private students.

academics. in case we have forgotten, since when have we been able to choose what we want to study and ignore the rest? [except for steaming year. but then again, there's the electives. damn, i'll never get away from geog.] in government schools, we are taught [not torched] everything. except for the core subjects, every lessons have the equal time. the teachers put in same effort to teach you these subjects. if you don't understand, they'll help you with it.

so why are you shunning away from these subjects when help is always around?? it is you. you are the one who is blocking yourself. and if things turned sucky for you, you only have yourself to blame. not the teachers, the dumb subjects, your parents, your friends or whatever shit. it is you who failed. you turned away from the helpline and chose to jump off the cliff then reach out for their hands.

there's this very meaningful line in my GCE O level chinese paper: "绊倒我们的，始终是心里那消沉的敌人。"

really, i would even audaciously say that 80% of the times we failed was because we were blinded by ourselves. our fears. our uncertainities. we stumbled and we got lost.

if only we have that a little bit of determination, that little bit of faith and courage, we would have acheived our goals.

pride and ego will really kill someone. some people might not get it, but i experienced the pain of getting hurt by pride and ego.

i honestly thought that 4 years ago, i would be able to promote to sec 4, despite not attending school for half the year. i was rejected, though it was conveyed to me in a very shaddy manner. the teachers refused to tell me the truth that it was because i did not attend school thus my attendance did not pass and that i did not take my tests/exams so i could not be promoted. instead, they said it in a way that it would not hurt my feelings. it was very muffled.

even so, it was very clear cut. even if i did attend school, my results would still cause me to retain. but at that time, i did not know. i was very proud. i thought that with my intelligence, i could persuade the teachers to let me in into sec 4. i was determined. i swear to them that i would work extra hard so that i could manage both sec 3 and sec 4.

the teacher humoured me, somewhat psycho-ing me. she said that if i did well for sec 3, i would get a shot at sec 4. i thought that with my brain, i can do it. simple.

2 months passed or even less, i failed terribly. not only i was unduly influenced by my environment, i was having difficulties coping with my work and my academics. i left school once again. i told the teachers i could make it and that i am going to change my life. but, all these are big words. i am nothing, but a [wo]man who talk big but can't keep [her] his words.

i knew this would shame me for the rest of my life. so i refused to go back to PL. yes, even till now. i couldn't bring myself to face them. i was proud and arrogant, i thought i could make it. but everyone around me, especially the teachers, had already known, that it's a tall feat and i would not be able to do so. it was their sympathizing look and the concern for my "face" that make me even more shameful.

3 years ago, i told myself i'll self-study and get a private O. i could do that. that was my plan when my teachers asked me if i am not going to PL, what am i going to do. i told them haughtily that i am going to self-study and get a private O. as for money, i would get myself attached to a drama troupe and work as a theatre manager/staff. i was really certain about it. i was very firm. i mean, who could reject a smart person like me? [pardon me, it was the old me]

but of cos, the teacher was unimpressed. she told me that what if they[the theatre] don't accept you because you don't have a cert? i told her that i had another job, and if i scrimped a little, i could save up for my studies. another unimpressed and sympathy look.

but i didn't care. at that moment, i didn't care. all i knew was, they had hurt my pride when they rejected me. during assembly, i stood at the sec 3 lanes, watching my sec 4 friends talking among themselves. i couldn't join them, even if i did, when i return back to my lane, i saw the faces of "my classmates". that confused and pitying look. i could only stood around with them strangers, and watch my sec 4 friends happily talking with each other and walking to their classrooms, together.

and so i tried private. self-studying for don't know what am i doing until i gave up. it wasn't a long period. probably a month or so. i couldn't make it. everyone i knew was going to school, receiving proper education, but me? i was stucked here with no one to turn to for help.

i scolded myself for choosing that path a million times, but did that change anything? that moment had already passed. that moment when i chose to shut my ears to rationality and go with my recklessness, my life had already changed. it takes just a moment, and that moment ruined my life.

it was working in the society that made me realised that, no matter how smart i am or think i am, without a cert, nobody cares. honestly. you go for interview, you tell them you are very smart and they ask for certs and you say you don't have because you didn't take but you reassure them that you are really smart and capable, you think they would believe you?

hell no!

that's why i came back to school. that's why i refused to let my ego and pride manuverve me in my life. so what if i don't know what the class is talking about? i am not going to give up. i am going to study till i understand. my goal is to score distinctions for my O levels, not my mid years. so what i fail my mid years? at least i know where i'm good at, where i'm standing. then move on from there.

i am not going to let the fear of losing/humiliation out keeps me from playing the game. or taking exams, for my case.

honestly, who cares about what you do in schools? it's the cert that the rest of your life is depending on. it's the society that you need to prove to. it might be that moment of shamefulness, but it's just a moment. you still have the rest of your life.

time muddles and toys with people. many things fade away with time, so does memories and feelings.

never think that you can't do it. go for it, at least try and do it.

"i had tried my best. i have no regrets."-William hung.

i fully understand this line. remember the filming issue? time was short, i don't have resources and all? but i still go forth with it, and when i think back now about it, it wasn't the disappointment i felt because i wasn't chosen. i was filled with the joy and happiness throughout the filming. i was really happy i tried and never give up till the end. [though it's mainly thanks to nikki who talked me into going all the way for it. ^^]

and if i gave up at that MOMENT, when i think back about it. it would be the depressed me sitting opposite nikki in that gloomy darkened room. everything was hopeless.

see? it makes such a big difference! you will be surprised by one's determination. it really can do wonders.

aaah. such a long post. i know it's all talk. you gotta experience it then you'll understand. but i hope, at least, hearing my story, you guys would feel that little motivation in you. let that fear of losing get you going forward in the game! (=


xoxoxo
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SUGAR RUSH
My Name is Hui Ming.
Eighteen going Nineteen this year
I'm a dodo bird, GAY and abit crazy =]
People wish me 'happybirthday!' on every 2603
I like pillows and sun tanning :)
Purple & Orange colour my life

DRAMA, LAUGHTER,
FRIENDS&FAMILY
ARE MY LIFE!


G700
LG Ice Cream (Pink/Blue)
Nintendo DS
Ipod touch
**Excellent O Level results
Finish my knitting
Knit a beanie
A new hairstyle
Long fingernails
Dye my hair purple
More Pillows
My Own Room
More Bags
A Nice New Wallet
To Finish My Film
Maxi Contact Len
Peace & Quiet
Happiness
Go on a holiday
Get Back My Friends
Get Back What I've Lost
To Turn Back Time
Someone who loves me for who i am <3


Click here to see some of my favourite posts (:

Hammie Loss
My stupid brother
Sex?!
Vegelorgy
Nostaglic
NUUUUU
Da jie, me and santa
Never be a baker
It's hideous
Mike-donald
Dodos
Chao ah beng?
Mum & Bro
Wow...
WKUK!
Hey Hey You You
MSN musing
Paya Lebar ITE
I hate liars!
Cucum-rrot
Has Sex Road
Workies
The loose hamster
SOS
Handsome brother
Hi-bye
Whiners
What do you know?
what can i do?
I am an auntie


Nicholyn Mandy Dosy Wan Ling Sarah Money Guilin Debbie Samantha Shu Ming Jasmine Xiaxue HMFarm

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